Thursday, December 19, 2024

Through Stained Glass: Advent Word a Day - Dream

 Dream 

 I’ve always been a dreamer. 

 During my childhood, when my siblings were away at school, my imagination served as my closest companion. Utilizing my toys and stuffed animals, I animated them through the narratives that emerged within me. This solitary time afforded me the opportunity to delve into my inner world, breathing life into that which was unattainable in the realm of reality. 

 As an Enneagram 4, taking time to dream is essential to me. Even those around me perceive the daydreams as being disconnected or aloof. One of our gifts [Enneagram 4s] is our ability to perceive multiple layers of reality. As a result, we often long for deeper beauty, deeper meaning, and deeper experience. 

 This is one of the reasons I cherish the prophetic literature in our Sacred Text. The prophets continually guide us toward God’s hopeful dreams for the world. This vision imagines a just and peaceful world where gratitude melts away our anxiety and generosity shines brighter than greed. God dreams of a time when love and mutual respect unite all of humanity, and we truly cherish the profound beauty of creation. 

 Advent is the season we pay attention to our dreams. I love that Jesus’s father, Joseph, was a dreamer. Every time I read Joseph’s story in the Advent season, I think of this Thomas Merton quote: 

 “Sooner or later, if we follow Christ we have to risk everything in order to gain everything. We have to gamble on the invisible and risk all that we see and taste and feel. But we know the risk is worth it, because there is nothing more insecure than this transient world.” 

 Joseph took a brave leap of faith when he embraced his divine dream, dedicating himself to protecting the infant Jesus and Mary from Herod. By saying ‘yes’ to God, Joseph made courageous choices in light of God’s revelations for his life, guiding him towards a wonderfully unexpected journey that veered away from his original plans. 

 Today’s photo showcases students having a wonderful time on our lawn during the final day of The Center for Creativity & Community! I always dreamed of creating a special space where students can freely explore their inner worlds through art and foster a sense of community together. I’m grateful to all the volunteers, snackers, and anyone who donated items to see this dream come to fruition. 

 Take time this Advent season to dream. How is God inviting you to take courageous steps in your own journey of faith this Advent season? 

 Also, what are some dreams you have for yourself? What dream vacation do you want to take? What dreams do you have about the idea you’ve been cooking up? What dreams do you have for our church? Our community? Our country? 

 Pay attention to your dreams. And I pray that you find the courage to name it out loud … taking a leap of faith that dreams can come true.

Monday, December 16, 2024

Through Stained Glass: Advent Word a Day -- Repair

Repair 

 My Grandpa Quine could fix anything. 

 I swear. 

 It wasn’t uncommon that when something in the house went awry – the dishwasher, furnace, or anything electrical – we called my Grandpa first. If he couldn’t repair it, we knew we were in trouble. 

 One of my favorite photos of Grandpa shows him and my dad kneeling, tools strewn about, as they look under the blade of my dad’s tractor. It beautifully illustrates his craftsmanship. When I say this man could repair anything, I truly mean it. Once, I had a golf club break, and when he found it in the trash, he brought it home and welded the head back onto the shaft. Admittedly, it broke after just a couple of uses, but I was impressed by his ability to repair it, even if only for a short time. 

 My Grandpa had a way of seeing things and not giving up on them. My dad tells a story of when he was little, and my Grandpa started an archery club for the neighborhood kids. Not for any other reason but to give these kiddos something to do while teaching them lessons about life through archery. And guess what? He even made my dad arrows! ARE. YOU. KIDDING. ME!

Advent reminds me that God does not give up on us. Throughout history, as our Christian story has it, God moved toward humanity to bring healing and repair, usually to messes we created. I love what theologian Anne Stewart offers when writing about the Zepheniah reading from Sunday: 

 To this hurting people, God promises a new world: “The LORD has taken away the judgments against you, he has turned away your enemies. The king of Israel, the LORD, is in your midst; you shall fear disaster no more” (Zephaniah 3:15)…. Not only does God’s presence bring a joy that casts out fear, but it also brings the restoration of justice and aid to the poor: “I will save the lame and gather the outcast, and I will change their shame into praise and renown in all the earth” (Zephaniah 3:19b). 

God’s presence brings a new way of life in which the way people relate to God and one another is fundamentally different. 

 During Advent, I’ve been looking for joy in relationships, creation, and all the ordinary moments in between. I want to follow my Grandpa’s example and see that what I think is beyond repair can take on new life! 

 I like that Advent, through the writings of the prophets, reminds us that we aren’t broken beyond repair. We can be restored like a broken tractor deck or a golf club. It takes work, though. My Grandpa took time to examine whatever was broken, consider the tools he had, and then execute a well-thought-out plan to repair it. 

 Yes, things are messy. Some of our national policies need fixing. However, the Scriptures remind me that healing can occur with a little imagination, faith as tiny as a mustard seed, and a readiness to undergo repair!



Wednesday, December 11, 2024

Through Stained Glass: Advent Word a Day: Journey & Peacemaker

   Journey & Peacemaker 


 On Sunday, I included a photo and a poem in the bulletin. The poem is by David Whyte, and it is “Santiago.” The artwork is a wood engraving by artist Hilary Paynter, titled “Glimpses.” A phrase in both readings sums up the connection to the scripture texts: prepare the way

 In Malachi, the phrase is located in verse 1 of chapter: See, I am sending my messenger to prepare the way before me, and the Lord whom you seek will suddenly come to his temple. The messenger of the covenant in whom you delight--indeed, he is coming, says the LORD of hosts. 

 In Luke, the phrase is in chapter 3, verse 4: … as it is written in the book of the words of the prophet Isaiah, "The voice of one crying out in the wilderness: 'Prepare the way of the Lord; make his paths straight.” 

 Both point toward renewal. God is moving toward wholeness; part of that preparation process includes change. God's movement is not one of punishment but restoration and renewed life. Our journey with God toward becoming a new creation involves repentance, a turning toward life, and liberation. 

 My faith journey feels ever-evolving. It's like a winding trail with both challenging sections and clear markers guiding the way. Throughout my growth in faith, there are moments when I can experience the peace that God promises. Yet, at other times, the destination remains concealed by the mountain’s peak and the tall trees above. The glimpse of the promised places gives me hope along the way. 
Ancient stone portal
points to hazy mystery
one step at a time

by Cathy M


 During this Advent season, Malachi and Luke have inspired me to reflect on my preparations. In what ways am I participating with the prophets to ensure that the path of love is accessible for God’s creation? Am I permitting the Holy Spirit to transform me into the individual God has called me to be? The poetic language used by the authors suggests that we will not remain unchanged. The journey alters us, revealing glimpses of what we anticipate and enabling us to experience it along the way. 

 Preparing the pathway for the Holy One necessitates acting as peacemakers. The scripture readings from Sunday encourage us to reflect on our relationships: with God, our neighbors—including nature—and with ourselves. How do we express love towards our neighbors, ourselves, and creation? This understanding of interconnectedness implies that, as a peacemaker, I must regard the broader world as my neighborhood and acknowledge that we are all integral members of the same human family. 

 We are more aware of our connectedness than ever before. I once heard peacemaking is defined as a justice model that focuses on healing relationships and restoring communities rather than punishment. I think Shane Claiborne says it best when he wrote in the book “Common Prayer: A Liturgy for Ordinary Radicals,”: 
“Peace is not just about the absence of conflict; it’s also about the presence of justice. … A counterfeit peace exists when people are pacified or distracted or so beat up and tired of fighting that all seems calm. But true peace does not exist until there is justice, restoration, forgiveness. Peacemaking doesn’t mean passivity. It is the act of interrupting injustice without mirroring injustice, the act of disarming evil without destroying the evildoer, the act of finding a third way that is neither fight nor flight but the careful, arduous pursuit of reconciliation and justice. It is about a revolution of love that is big enough to set both the oppressed and the oppressors free.” 
 Peacemaking is essential to the ministry of the church. Of course, it is rooted in Jesus’ ministry, especially in the beatitudes: Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called children of God. [Matthew 5.9] To be a peacemaker means to be committed to our neighbors, honoring everyone’s inherent dignity, and seeking to build a harmonious relationship with all of God’s creation. 

 Isn’t the journey of becoming a peacemaker significant as well? It encompasses peacekeeping and fostering environments where conflicts can be resolved in honest and brave ways. Additionally, it involves establishing policies and practices aimed at achieving both individual and collective liberation, ensuring smooth pathways for everyone [to use the language of Malachi and John]. 

 Advent is a journey. It is also a time to become peacemakers. While the road or the way of the journey might be rocky, even traveling long distances in the wilderness, the goal is the promised land of God’s wholeness. God invites us to prepare a “smooth way” for the journey ahead. 

 So, friends and fellow peacemakers on this Advent journey, may we “Prepare the Way!” and choose the better path, the way of our God, leading us into deeper and fuller life today and always.

Mel A shared this for today's word, peacemaker.

Glimpse by Hilary Paynter




Monday, December 9, 2024

Through Stained Glass: Advent Word-A-Day -- Together & Embrace

 Together & Embrace 

 At least once during the photo-a-day journey, I get behind. So, this post is a two-for-one. 



 The first photo is for ‘together.’ I took the other night at Kirk Night. A few weeks back, I invited the Wednesday night group to come up with an advent candle-lighting liturgy for the first two weeks of the season. All I asked is that they do it together. The photo captures two of our church friends offering a blessing to each other. We entered a sacred space together, witnessed each other’s hopes, and encouraged each other to “hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for the One who promised is faithful." And we danced ... check it out in this poem!

Let it be said: you—whoever you are—have a place here. You belong, and I (Adam) genuinely believe that the Divine finds joy in you. So, understand this, my friend: if you're seeking a space where you won't feel alone—a space connected by love—come and join us. Together is better anyway!

 A friend of the church, who has been joyfully participating in the photo-a-day challenge, shared one of her beautiful moments with her family together. 

 Today, they sent another one embracing a family member with a hug. Did you know hugs are good for us? Of course, asking permission to hug someone, especially if we don’t know them well, is essential. Hugging deepens our sense of connection and can help reduce feelings of isolation and loneliness. 

 Embracing your Doggo or Catto yields similar benefits! 

 My photo for *embrace* features an Owl perched in a Tree with a beautiful December sky behind it. 

 Here’s the deal: I wouldn’t have gotten this photo without December or late fall. After spotting the Owl, it would have flown into the Tree, and I would have lost sight of Them. Instead, by embracing the seasons, knowing when to grow and when to let go, the Tree was free of leaves. Embrace the opportunity for growth – and for rest – for hibernation – and regeneration. 

 As I stood observing this magnificent Bird of Prey, I felt peace. And I pray that in the days ahead, you experience, know, encounter, create, cultivate – peace – as one season gives way to the next.

Saturday, December 7, 2024

Through Stained Glass: Advent Word a Day--Go

Go 

 The green from this little plant caught my eye this afternoon.

 I purchased it a few years ago. It’s pretty easy to entertain, and it rarely complains. I like how this little one stretches and moves to follow the sun. 

 There are moments when I find myself wishing to be a cozy houseplant. I often reflect on my life through that lens. Am I soaking up enough sunlight, getting the right amount of water, and receiving all the nutrients I need? Am I letting go of the old leaves to make room for fresh ones? If I were a houseplant, I believe God would be right there, nurturing me and tending to the soil and the environment around me so that I can flourish. 

 Prayer creates a time and space for the Holy to witness my life, allowing me to notice the Sacred. Advent is when we tend to our inner flame, carefully nurturing and sustaining a small, flickering light throughout this season, embodying the anticipation and hope for the coming of the Christ. And because the Christ child has already been born, we find ways to answer the question, “What is trying to be born that requires a radical reorientation of our vision? What is the new thing that is trying to emerge from deep within us and from deep within the collective soul of our community?” 

 Today’s word is ‘Go.’ I’m unsure how I connect ‘go’ with the plant and the invitation to pray. Perhaps it’s my cold talking, but the green made me think of the word ‘go.’ Go and pray, go and wait, go and hope, go and prepare, go and tell it on the mountains, go and rest, go and love. Let go of whatever may prevent you from hearing the angels singing – and the infant’s cry that will remind us, “God is with us, and we are with God.” 

 Go.

 

One of our parishioners knows how to go on adventures!
I always enjoy it when they share their stories with us and 
the pictures of the many places they visit. 

Thursday, December 5, 2024

Through Stained Glass: Advent Word a Day -- Remember

 

Remember 

 Every week, we remember our baptism and give thanks. 

 A practice that reminds us of who and whose we are – that in this life and the one to come, we belong, entirely and wholly, to Love. 

 When we celebrate the eucharist, I utter those words that take us back into that upper room with Jesus and the disciples: …do this in remembrance of me. 

 In Greek, the word is

 And it means more than what it means for us today. In the context of Scripture, anamnesis has an active force that what ‘remembrance’ conveys. 

 Instead of remember and more like re-member. 

 Or less like represent and more like re-present. 

 See the difference? The hyphenated one has an energy to it, right? Both re-member and re-present indicate something happening in the present. 

 When we re-member our baptism, it isn’t about us sorting through memories. Instead, it is about us emerging from the waters of creation with the Triune God of Love. 

 When we re-member while breaking bread and sharing cup, Christ's living mystical body is being made present to us. 

 I believe, in the mystical ways of our faith, both re-memberings draw us into the fullness of beloved community: the Trinity. 

 Baptism is about God. Words often used are incorporation and inclusion. I do not find issue with these words. But I first think of another ‘I’ word: incarnation. As the Spirit hovered over and within the waters of creation, the Spirit enters us in our baptisms. 

Baptism is our original blessing ! And it is the original blessing of others, too. We re-member, not for ourselves, but for each other – embodying and embracing the covenant promises we share and make. Remembering [and re-membering, for that matter] our baptism and being thankful is less about chronological time and more about, you guessed it, kairos time! 

 My photo for today hangs on the wall in my study. It is above my degrees and ordination as a Minister of Word and Sacrament into the Presbyterian Church U.S.A. A few years back, my parents found a photo from my baptism. Standing between the minister and my dad is my grandpa, holding me. He has the biggest grin on his face. Do I remember that moment? Of course not. Don’t be silly. But I do remember growing into God’s ‘Yes’ because of those folks at Bethel, especially by my grandpa Quine. 

 Before I’m a minister … a student … etc … 

 I am a beloved child of God, cherished and cared for, good and holy. 

 And so are you!

Tuesday, December 3, 2024

Through Stained Glass: Advent Word-a-Day 3 -- Courage

 

The first photo was shared by a parishioner who navigated this tight space at Pinnacles National Park. I can see why they chose it for 'courage.'


Tonight, I pray you have the courage to take flight. 

 Or And 

 To shed whatever you’re carrying around that you’ve outgrown. 

 Or And 

 To find the courage to risk setting out on a new adventure. 

 Or And 

 To trust yourself and believe that God loves you exactly as you are. 

 Or And 

 To muster up even the tiniest ounce of courage to finally sing your song. 

 Or And 

 To be courageous enough to rest, basking in the delight of God. 

 Or And 

 To have the courage to expand your wings and see the possibility of what is.

 Or And 

To courageously welcome life’s challenges, obstacles, and hardships and welcome the wisdom they all bring. 

 Or And 

 To demonstrate courage in acknowledging where you were wrong, to ask for forgiveness, and especially courage to forgive. 

 Or And 

 To summon the courage to engage in courageous conversations, sharing, and, most importantly, listening. 

 Or And 

 To not compare your courage to others and to move through the day with patience, humility, and compassion. 

 Or And 

 The courage to be You. 

 That’s my prayer. 

 May it rise, raising us on the wings of Eagles.


Always be yourself
Growing, falling, becoming
Have courage — unfold

Monday, December 2, 2024

Through Stained Glass: Advent Word a Day 2 -- Bless

 


I have a few colleagues who invite others into times of sharing or sacred spaces with this invitation: 
 
“If it blesses you …” 

 For the longest time, I could not wrap my head around what they were inviting. “If it blesses you…” I am still determining its significance. Nonetheless, it implies that if sharing your experience or engaging in a sacred ritual brings you joy or fosters peace, you are invited to be part of this sacred moment. It enables individuals to participate freely without pressuring or coercing others into actions they might not desire. 

 I love it, though. 

 “If it blesses you…” 

 Two years ago, as my cherished Golden Dog, Chloe, was transitioning from this life, I initiated a new practice. Each morning during my prayers, I offered thanks for Baptism and blessed the dogs. I never checked with Cump or Chloe to see if my blessing would resonate with them, yet they always stayed close! This little ritual—reminding me of the Incarnation as the Divine’s affirmation for all creation—was my way of expressing gratitude during her last days: “You have enriched my life with joy, peace, hope, and love throughout our 10.5 years together. You bless me.” She was good. She was a blessing. 

 I admire what Irish priest and poet John O’Donohue said about blessings when he said, “A blessing is a circle of light drawn around a person to protect, heal, and strengthen. Life is a constant flow of emergence. The beauty of a blessing is its belief that it can affect what unfolds.” Reflecting on those who bless me, I can’t help but feel how they reveal a profound love within me. I question whether this is indeed the essence of a blessing. Once more, I think of O’Donohue’s words, “When you bless someone, you truly activate the force of their infinite self.” Isn’t that what we mean when we say to others, “You are a blessing in my life?” 

 “If it blesses you…” 

 When I say my morning prayer, I continue to bless the dogs. This ritual deepens my sense of interdependence with everything around me, pulling me into a sacred space where joy can flourish. Advent is when we prepare for the arrival of Love’s ‘YES’ to everyone – because everything belongs. Today, take a moment to bless others and receive blessings in return. Learning to embrace joy is a vital practice within the spiritual journey. It reinforces our faith in God, highlights the magnificence of creation, and solidifies our reliance on the Divine. It acknowledges the present's beauty and expresses our assurance in a beautiful future. It also recognizes God's mercy and love. 

 Of course, if it blesses you to do so…

If it blesses you
take off your shoes, breathe deeply
what's hidden is joy.

Sunday, December 1, 2024

Through Stained Glass: Advent Word-a-Day -- Begin


 

Begin 

Today, we begin Advent. It is the season of hope, peace, joy, and love. The time for waiting, expecting, celebrating, and anticipating. We begin by acknowledging that the face of Love made known in Jesus of Nazareth has happened. We join our voices with an angelic chorus singing, “Gloria in excelsis deo.” 

We remember this moment when, once again, the Divine enters history, growing into the voice of Love heard worldwide. 

 This season brings us so much hope! As Fall transitions into Winter and the days grow shorter, we can believe that this might be the moment for extraordinary changes: hearts that have been so hurt can begin to open up, healing can take place, those who have faced injustices will finally see their voices heard, our communities will create courageous spaces for all, and love will set all of creation free. 

 Advent marks the time when we begin to dream anew. We embrace the prophets' poetry, answering their plea to embrace mercy and love. This is the moment we face the darkness, inviting Her life-giving presence and tuning in to the concealed voice of Love within. 

 Tonight, I begin a new journal. This little book holds special significance. A dear friend gifted it to me, saying, "I got you this small journal for your haikus.” They presented it to me over a month ago, and I’ve been awaiting the perfect moment to write on its blank pages. I can’t imagine a more suitable time to begin than on this first day of Advent. 

 Let’s begin again 
Hoping while we wait, praying, 
Come, Emmanuel

Wednesday, April 3, 2024

Through Stained Glass: Becoming an Easter People

 Easter Sunday – The Resurrection of the Christ

The Resurrection is not one thing. It is a prismatic mystery. It is an unwordable story of God and Jesus and us: an experience of the beyond breaking in, the reality of love and life and justice and joy no matter the power of death.” Diana Butler Bass


Reflection Title: Becoming A People of the Resurrection

Scripture: Mark 16.1-8 & John 20.1-18


 
             Happy Easter! Alleluia! Resurrection Day! Christ is Risen!

                 What began with a reminder of our death begins again with a reminder of life! Though we know the reality of Good Friday and the sacred silence of Holy Saturday, our story is found in the emptiness of the tomb and the blooming of creation. Like the Tulip and Daffodil bulbs germinating in the dark soil of the Eairth, Lent was a season preparing for the next: Easter—the season of becoming a people of the Resurrection.

                 We have come a long way, church. In the darkness of Advent, we read stories of a deep incarnation. We encountered stories from Scripture that spoke of God’s presence in and through God’s creation. Christmas told us the story of God born to us in the Christ child, the incarnation of God’s ‘yes’ to all that is! Epiphany took us on a journey where the wisdom of God was revealed and celebrated by all the world. Advent, Christmas, and Epiphany spoke to order and belonging – to our place in the flow of the Triune God!

                 Lent was a journey, too. One in and through the wilderness, confronting our separation, choosing life, and recognizing our call to become God’s beloved. Lent was about the disorder we experience in our lives. We named our pain and suffering and how we participate in both. The entire time, we read stories about God’s covenant with God’s people, who are traveling with us as we transition from one phase of life to the next. We traversed the rugged terrain with God’s promise never to leave or forsake us, no matter how disordered we become. In our mortality, in our humanity – God never, not once, gave up on us – nor will God ever. Instead, God enters our vulnerability and reveals what is the next right move towards our becoming.

                 Before the cross became the symbol of Christianity, other symbols existed. These symbols represented not the death and suffering of the Christ, but the Resurrection and the new creation of Easter Sunday. These symbols were green palm branches, the ‘Jesus’ fish, and images of water! We are not a people of the cross but of the Resurrected Christ! We are not a people of death but of new life – resurrection life! We must and have and will wander through death, pain, and suffering. But, the Resurrection promises that through them, God goes with us – and is reordering all that is back to God’s self.

                 I [Adam] love what Richard Rohr says about this idea when he writes, “The Resurrected Christ is the icon of reorder. Once we can learn to live in this third spacious place, neither fighting nor fleeing reality but holding the creative tension, we are in the spacious place of grace out of which all newness comes. God is now in charge, not us.” We need not fear death, for life is ours in the Christ. Or, as the funeral liturgy says, “Life is not ended; it is merely changed.”

                 Now, the real work – or the liturgy – begins! We all know the power of the Resurrection because we’ve encountered it throughout our lives. We are now sent into the world to become people of the Resurrection – doing justice, loving kindness, and walking humbly with God. To become a people of the Resurrection, we must go with Mary and declare as she did, with words and with our lives, ‘I have seen the Risen Christ!”

                 Christ is risen! Christ is risen, indeed! Alleluia!


The Questions for the Week:

  • What memories does Easter stir within you? How can you share those feelings with others?
  • Where do I see new life in this world? Where is it peeking through the events and relationships of my life, even if it is as tiny as the humble crocus or tender snowdrop?
  • How have I experienced that I am God’s beloved one?
  • Where have I witnessed God’s tender care for others in my world?
  • How do I want to rest in or savor these gifts?
  • How can I share, in action, these gifts with others?
  • If there are places in my life where I still await new life, can I wait with hope and even expectation that God will surprise me?


The Practices for the Week:

  • During the Easter season, put together a puzzle. As you do, think about the transformation we experience because of the Resurrection of Christ.
  • Gather several small stones. Write or paint milestones in your faith journey on them. Place them in your meditation or prayer space and build a mall altar. Return to them as a focus of prayer.
  • At the center of the star below, write your star word. Then, in each of the rays, write one of the becoming words from this guide. Reflect on how your star word informs your understanding of our Lenten themes or vice versa. Then, at the tip of each ray, write another word that celebrates this connection by describing how your Lenten study and practice have brought you closer to your true self, to the person God loves and holds.
  • Plant some starter herbs: rosemary (for remembrance); basil (love); laurel (strength); hyssop (brother love); lavender (healing); oregano (joy); sage (wisdom).

Saturday, March 23, 2024

Through Stained Glass: Palm Sunday -- Becoming Humble


The Sixth Week of Lent: Holy Week

Palm Sunday, March 24, 2024

Becoming Humble

Scripture: Mark 11:1-11; Psalm 118:1-2, 19-29; Psalm 31:9-16;

Philippians 2:5-11; Mark 15:1-39


For the beginning of humility is the beginning of blessedness, and the consummation of humility is the perfection of all joy. Thomas Merton


For three years, Jesus walked with his disciples throughout Palestine, teaching and preaching and healing—gathering disaffected people with messages of a new kind of community that would flourish in hope and love. He turned expectations upside down, tore apart familiar systems of power and injustice, offered alternative ways of living. His was a “bottom-up” message, a story of inclusion and liberation designed to redefine the traditional social and political hierarchy—and one that brought him into direct confrontation with history. Jesus broke things—not to destroy, but to restore. Not to enable complacency, but to insist on action. Not to promote despair, but to announce joy.


It would be easy to identify with those who cheered and threw down their palm branches before Jesus as he entered Jerusalem on what we call Palm Sunday—especially in the chaos and suffering of today’s world—but we would be mistaken. The “festal processions” and “Hosannas” are just one part of the story, and they are not the end of it. They are a story of exuberant expectation, but they belie the internal pain and external humiliation Jesus would suffer. He was a “broken vessel”— “wasted from grief;” the “scorn of adversaries;” a “horror to his neighbors;” a victim of “whispering and scheming.” Simply looking for someone to get us out of the mess we are in today would be to ignore our complicity in the world’s injustice and abdicate our responsibility to help fix it. It would give us an escape route from suffering—our own and that of others. Yet sacrifice is part of the redemptive, transformational love Jesus embodied, and this week we feel—perhaps more than any other time—the external and internal turmoil manifested in our journey as Christians. It is helpful to remember that feeling when we are tempted to withdraw into whatever security and safety we have created for ourselves.


During his last week, Jesus did indeed stand before the existing power structures, but he did so not in glorious resplendent triumph as folks hoped, but in quiet defiance and humility—the epitome of stubborn determination, obedient “to the point of death.” To recall the words of Howard Thurman from an earlier meditation this month, he “yielded the nerve center of his consent” to a need greater than himself. He may have been publicly humiliated, but that did nothing to destroy his steadfast inner humility, a deep courage that manifested itself in strength—not in passive surrender but in extreme nonviolent resistance. Sir Thomas More wrote that humility is “that low, sweet root, from which all heavenly virtues shoot,” and Jesus shows us how to live from our “roots” and not by flashy ostentatious displays of power or influence—even in the face of our most challenging circumstances. When Jesus entered Jerusalem, it was not just about him—it was about us, too—about how we fit into the ongoing story—about our “becoming who we are” by taking risks, living into our freedom, exercising our commitment and neighborly hospitality, and stepping humbly into the footsteps of Jesus.


            

                                         

Whitney Plantation, Louisiana


Becoming our best selves—living solidly by our roots—reflects our capacity for humility through listening, witnessing, and offering ourselves to receive the grace that changes us forever and leads us to act on behalf of a hurting world. “The Lord has given me a trained tongue,” writes the psalmist, “that I may know how to sustain the weary with a word…and I was not rebellious; I did not turn backward.” Humility, Jesus teaches us, is the greatest demonstration of strength—the certain pathway to joy. It is not about giving up or giving in—about denying who we are or succumbing to corrosive power structures—but rather about courageously becoming who God imagines and wants us to be. It requires sacrificing our delusions of control, relinquishing the idolatry of our own egos, and accepting the wonder of un-knowing. It is in humility, said Mother Teresa, that “our love becomes real, devoted, and ardent.” We are not imprisoned by our humility; we are liberated and empowered by it. Liberated to act on behalf of a hurting world even as our nerve centers become raw with the effort.


During his life and ministry, Jesus emptied himself; he took risks and made commitments that shaped, freed, and transformed him into his best self—both divine and human—and this is our most sacred work as well. Because Jesus was humble, God “exalted him even more highly and gave him the name that is above every other name.” And this we can know for certain: God searches us and knows us and calls us, too, by name—if only we are humble enough to be silent, listen and pay attention. 


The Questions for the Week

· How do you define humility? When does humility become mere servility or obsequiousness? How can it involve taking risks?

· How does humility relate to service and compassion?

· Have you ever suffered because you chose humility over ego? Have you ever stood bravely and quietly in resistance to power? What did you learn from this experience? 

· Are there people in your life who model the kind of humble strength Jesus taught? Do you?


The Practices for the Week

  • Keep an informal diary of “pride,” noting times when you insist on having your own way or silently feel resentment because you don’t get it. Write a prayer of humility. 
  • Invite someone you haven’t seen for awhile for coffee or a meal. Make a conscious effort to learn more about their story. Listen with a humble, ardent and loving heart. 
  • St. Francis said, “What a person is before God, that he is and no more.” Come and walk the labyrinth and make a special effort this week to participate in other Holy Week opportunities provided at First Presbyterian Church. Come just as you are and stand before God without pretense.


The Prayer for the Week

Disturb us, Lord, when

 We are too well pleased with ourselves,

 When our dreams have come true

 Because we have dreamed too little,

 When we arrived safely

 Because we sailed too close to the shore.

(Sir Francis Drake)


Inspiration: Humble


A SUDDEN STILLNESS by David Whyte

We love the movement in a seeming stillness,

the breath in the body of the loved one sleeping,

the highest leaves in the silent wood,

a great migration in the sky above:

the waters of the earth, the blood in the body,

the first, soft, stir in the silence beneath a strident

voice, the internal hands of our mind,

always searching for touch, thoughts seeking other

thoughts, seeking other minds, the great arrival

of form through all our hidden themes.


And this breath, in this body, able,

just for a moment to give and to take,

to ask and be told, to find and be found,

to bless and be blessed, to hold and be held.


We are all a sun-lit moment come from

a long darkness, what moves us always

comes from what is hidden, what seems

to be said so suddenly has lived

in the body for a long, long time.


Our life like a breath, then, a give

and a take, a bridge, a central movement,

between singing a separate self

and learning to be selfless.


Breathe then, as if breathing for the first time,

as if remembering with what difficulty

you came into the world, what strength it took

to make that first impossible in-breath,

into a cry to be heard by the world.


Your essence has always been that first vulnerability

of being found, of being heard and of being seen,

and from the very beginning

the one who has always needed,

and been given, so much invisible help.


This is how you were when you first came

into the world, this is how you are now,

all unawares, in your new body and your new life,

this is the raw vulnerability of your

every day, and this is how you will want to be,

and be remembered, when you leave the world.


BLESSING FOR A BROKEN VESSEL by Jan Richardson

Do not despair.

You hold the memory

of what it was

to be whole.


It lives deep

in your bones.

It abides 

in your heart

that has been torn

and mended

a hundred times.

It persists

in your lungs

that know the mystery

of what it means

to be full,

to be empty,

to be full again.


I am not asking you

to give up your grip

on the shards you clasp

so close to you


but to wonder

what it would be like

for those jagged edges

to meet each other

in some new pattern

that you have never imagined,

that you have never dared

to dream.